Busy

Have been really busy for the past few weeks.. Test, Assignments, Reports and etc. seems to just piled up before me. I have no clue on what's happening but I do really look forward to the end of year. I am so sick of sitting in my room, either studying or typing away. Next week is semester break week and I will be having one week of holiday, theoretically. Why??? Because I have 3 reports to submit directly after the break and I have not find time to research for any information yet. On top of that, I need to do my revision on what's going on in the 1st part of the semester. This is not good.. So not good.. I must find time to go fishing during the break, well at least for 1 day.
As described in Proverbs, this university education is slowly appearing as a "Chasing wind" syndrome to me. Its not that I don't appreciate the opportunity I have to study but rather the fact that I am putting too much pressure on myself. Am I really aiming to pass? or to score? It doesn't seems to be like this in the past..Where's my carefree life? I spending more time studying than reading my bible and praying in tongues. Have I forgotten my initial calling? To seek God's voice and to practise walking in His ways.
To be honest, I am not at all worried about my future. I know that the Lord has provided me with the talents, opportunties and blessings, so much so that I wouldn't have to worry about my needs. I know that He holds my future and that He is holding my hand right now and then. I look at Richard Plough, the general manager of shellfish hatchery. This man only has a advanced diploma but has Phd and Masters holders working for him. (Reminds me of Jeslin Mah) Is it the Singaporean culture, the lifestyle that causes us to be certificate-driven? I am pretty sure that at the end of the day, no one is looking to ask you how many High distinctions or distinctions you have in your life.. No one..