Whose in control?

A period of 3 months after graduation had set me thinking. Without a shadow of doubt, I had my times of wondering whether I made the right decision in rejecting the job offer for me to work in Sydney. Perhaps, I would have been driving my company's car; using my company's mobile and living a life that is going to be very very different from now. "Oh Lord.. I have seek Your Will at a very young age; let me realized that I have listened to the right Voice".

A series of financial issues; a car that is breaking down continously; health problems and etc aren't really what I would have expected to happen during this period of time. Nevertheless, God has shown that He is in control of each and every situation. Surely, He didn't promise a carefree life; but He did promise an abundant one.

Did I mentioned that I have a secured a casual retail job at a salmon shop? Yes.. It's the same company that I did my work experience as a hatchery technician. Though the number of work hours I am given isn't really alot; it does provide me with enough money to pay for our weekly rent. I guess that's what God promised; that He will provide for our needs. (Matthew 5:25).

I must admit that I do feel abit unease at times; why is this happening? "Oh Lord.. Could you just be clearer with your instructions? Didn't you give me the peace when I made the decision to reject the job offer and to continue serving your people in Hobart?

But somehow You seems to remain taciturn about it and had prompted me to continue to seek Your Will and to fixed my eyes on You. You said that everything will fall into place in Your timing and that I need not worry about losing the hours of my life to this constantly spinning world.

Alright....... I give in.